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Season
Two
Episode
One: Call To Darkness
By
Tree & Kittsbud
Part
Three
Unknown
location
“Welcome home, Dean!”
Haris remained standing there, his
arms wide open as though he expected, maybe willed,
Dean to move forward into the embrace. After an appreciable
amount of time, accompanied by the sheer insolence that
seethed out of every pore and fiber of the young hunter,
Haris sighed audibly and dropped his arms. He moved
forward, closing the short distance between himself
and Dean. Slowly, he began to walk around the man, appraising
him like a collector would a work of art. Not missing
any aspect of the body in front of him, yellow eyes
swirling as Haris took in every detail from the finest
strand of short brown hair to the rigid, unyielding
stance. The embodiment of defiance!
“Take
a picture, it’ll last longer,” Dean snarled,
his skin twitching from the nearness of the demon.
Haris laughed, his breath whispering
across the back of Dean’s neck, setting the fine
hairs at his nape on end.
“I do so appreciate the impudence
Dean. It makes it that much more satisfying when you
submit.”
When,
not if!
Dean tried to hide the shudder that
coursed through his body, but Haris caught the involuntary
movement and laughed once more.
“What? No snappy Winchester comeback?
Why Dean, I’m a little disappointed in you! But
no matter, you will submit to me. Sooner or later, easily
or painfully. Personally, I’m hoping for the latter.”
Dean remained rigid as Haris walked
back around to stand directly before him. Just beyond
the demon’s left shoulder, the door to the room
had remained open following Haris’ entrance. Dean
held his head stiffly forward, but he carefully stole
a glance to the right, mentally calculating the distance
between the two humongous guards and the temptation
of freedom. It was only a quick look, but Haris caught
it nonetheless.
“Oh please! Do try to escape.
I could use the entertainment this afternoon.”
Haris invited.
The two guards smiled in unison, black
eyes glowing, large white teeth gleaming in anticipation
like two pitbulls waiting for their master to toss them
a raw steak. Dean didn’t bother to hide his eye
movement this time, looking from the doorway to the
guards and back again to the sardonic grin on Haris’
face.
Dean Winchester could be reckless,
often was in fact, especially when it came to protecting
his family, but these odds were clearly not in his favor
and he knew it.
Offering his own acerbic smile back
to the demon, he shook his head, backing down, the pent-up
tension in his muscles relaxing just a little. “Nah,
maybe I’ll wait around to see what you serve for
happy hour: I just love those hot chicken wings with
an ice cold beer.”
Haris laughed back, recognizing the
defeat covered by the sarcasm. He moved closer now,
mere inches away from the hunter’s face. Haris
locked eyes with the young man. Yellow eyes meeting
hazel, hazel glaring back. Still perplexed by the lack
of black in the irises before him, Haris stared intently,
attempting to bore into the very soul of the human before
him.
Why had this young man not succumbed
to the demon within him? What was preventing the complete
possession? Had he not witnessed the black cloud of
his demonic spawn overtake and envelope the young hunter,
he might have thought that it had been repelled somehow.
“Dude,
I don’t get this close to a chick on the first
date. Well, okay, yeah I do, but you’re definitely
not my type, and that sulfur breath, dude, I don’t
think there’s a mint out there that will take
care of that,” Dean snarked, the proximity of
the demon’s face to his own unsettling.
Haris
backed away laughing. ‘So much defiance in
this one!’ he thought to himself. ‘Such
a worthwhile adversary and he’ll be an even greater
soldier to carry out my will!’
“Still wearing those masks huh
Dean? Seems like we played out this little tough guy
act of yours before. Oooh! That night at the cabin!
What fun memories we created then: A regular Winchester
family reunion as I recall!”
“Cut to the chase you bastard!
What the hell do you want with me?” Dean snarled,
frustration chasing away the ghosts that had been haunting
him since that long night. “Why did you bring
me here?”
“I’m assembling my troops
here Dean. This is where you belong. You belong to me!”
Haris calmly stated.
“I don’t belong to anyone!”
the young man hissed back defiantly.
“Ah, but you do Dean. You have
one of my children on board.”
The
young hunter spun away from the yellow-eyed glare.
“What
do you think I am? Some freakin’ minivan from
hell, hauling your demonic brat all around?” Dean
snarled, the question rhetorical, the answer he already
knew.
Haris walked around him, seeking out
his face once more. Hazel eyes shot to the floor, but
the tension in the young man’s body was palpable
in the small space.
“Still, it is a curious situation,”
Haris continued. “You should be completely under
the control of my ‘son’ right now. You certainly
submitted to him back at the complex. But now, hmmm,
I’m just not certain what’s going on here.”
“Well,
so much for the all-knowing, all-seeing, all-powerful
OZ.” Dean shot back. “I hope the curiosity
drives you friggin' insane!”
Haris drew his hand back, a split second
from lashing out against the defiance being displayed
in the taut jaw of the hunter standing before him. Tempted
to beat the young man into submission if necessary,
the demon restrained itself. There were better and more
effective methods to gain compliance and Haris well
knew the fears that lay behind the eyes that glared
at him now. He knew the words that would chip away at
the hardened exterior. He’d used them before and
had gained the desired results.
“Dean, why make this so hard?
Don’t you see what I have to offer you? It’s
everything you ever wanted. Family, belonging, home!
All those things that daddy could never give you! You’ve
been a soldier all your life. A good and dependable
soldier for such a lost cause. With me, you can be a
commander on the winning team. I can give you everything
you ever wanted, no more sacrifices, no more pain!”
“Give
in, let go, have peace!” the voice whispered
from within him.
“There is nothing for you to
go back to! I am the only future for you now!”
the demon continued.
“Sam? My dad?” Dean muttered
softly, afraid of the implication in the demon’s
last statement.
“Gone!”
Haris replied. “Remember Dean? You sacrificed
your brother! Your hand held the knife that slid across
his throat! And Sammy, he just laid there, staring up
at you, all the time believing that his big brother
would protect him like he always had, save him, like
every other time before. Too bad it was too late for
him to realize how wrong he had been.”
Dean’s mind flashed back to the
chamber. A mass of candles encircled a prone form. Figures
in robes, their faces shrouded, chanting. Someone handed
him a knife. Forced it into his open palm and pushed
him forward toward the altar. He wanted to resist, should
have resisted, but he hadn’t. He moved ahead until
he could see the sacrifice. Sam! Dark eyes staring up
at him, relief turned to fear which turned to pleading
and ended with acceptance.
“It’s
not your fault Dean!” Those soulful eyes
that had always trusted and relied on him to make things
right, now offered forgiveness as the knife kissed against
the skin of Sam’s throat.
He remembered the movement, in slow
motion, more agonizing because he couldn’t remember
any attempt to resist it. Then, the melee began. Gunshots
ringing out as the hunters stormed the chamber. Bullets
whizzing by his body from every direction as men poured
into the large room only to be met by a horde of demons.
Dean flinched in the recollection,
his body jerking as he recalled the impact of a bullet
into his shoulder. The force of the slug spun him around,
knife still in his outstretched hand incriminating him.
Then there were more eyes. Dark again, like Sam’s,
but these were not forgiving, not accepting. His father’s
eyes, saddened as he lowered the still-smoking weapon
and watched as his eldest son fell to the ground.
Haris smiled smugly yet again. He saw
the resignation in Dean’s body as the young man
reached up and touched his right shoulder. Time for
another dagger to be thrown.
“See, it’s all true Dean.
You killed poor baby brother and John caught you doing
it. Why else would Daddy have tried to kill you? But
don’t worry. He and all of the hunters paid the
price for their audacity.”
“Dad?” Dean breathed.
“Slaughtered, all of them. Screaming
like dogs as my troops tore them apart. We bathed in
hunter blood that day; so satisfying. And John? I saved
him for last. He cried when he saw what you did to poor
Sammy. He died hating you. Cursed your name and the
day you were born.”
No,
No, NO! His very soul screamed out
in disbelief. It didn’t happen that way. It couldn’t
have happened that way. Demons lie, Haris was lying
now, he had to believe that or there was no point in
living.
Dean
struggled to wipe the memories from his mind. If he
could erase the vivid replay, then it hadn’t happened.
He could convince himself that his brother and father
were still alive and that he wasn’t damned forever.
As if in response, his shoulder ached, a deep throb
that radiated outward and ate at him far worse than
any bullet wound ever could. It affirmed Haris’
story and condemned him.
“Give
in, let go, have peace!”
“You’re all alone Dean,
but you don’t have to be!” Haris tempted.
“There is no one left for you. No Mom, no Dad,
no Sam! They’re all gone!”
“Give
in, let go, have peace!”
Pain engulfed him and he sunk to his
knees, arms wrapped tightly around him as he began to
rock back and forth. Twenty-four years of emotional
pain, fear, uncertainty, and loss boiled up from inside,
a tidal wave that threatened to wash away any semblance
of the strong Dean Winchester that he had so cleverly
and precisely crafted. His family was gone, the very
definition of who he was had been finally and completely
wiped off the earth. With no family, who was he really?
“Get
up, you’re a Winchester! You’ve never given
up on anything in your life! Resist, hold on, stay strong!”
“Dad?” he cried out weakly,
inner voice spurring inner hope.
“Gone!” Haris insisted.
‘But
Demons lie!’
‘Slaughtered, all of them’
‘It’s
not your fault Dean!’
‘Give
in … RESIST … let go … HOLD ON …
have peace … STAY STRONG!’
Darkness
clawed at him, pulling him under! Sam! Help me!
Gone! Sam’s eyes, his light,
pulling him back to the surface like a lifeguard.
Gone!
“All gone Dean! You belong to
me now!” Haris restated.
Pain
instantly turned to rage. It exploded behind his eyes
and enveloped him like a warm blanket. Dean vaulted
to his feet, muscles bunching, fist clenching, hazel
irises flaring wildly then glazing over black.
In one fluid movement, he was toe to
toe with Haris, his hands wrapped around the demon’s
neck, fingers clawing into human-like flesh as his forearms
bulged with the effort. The two behemoths at the door
moved in protectively, ready to peel the puny human
from their master’s throat, but Haris waved them
off.
Momentarily
surprised at the strength of the hands that were clasped
about his neck, Haris ignored the attack like the minor
irritation it was. Instead, he focused on the black
eyes of the form in front of him; black eyes that indicated
a change of control, an internal war being waged and
won all in the demon’s favor. As the hunter’s
grip continued to tighten, Haris smiled.
“That’s
it Dean! Feed the anger, embrace all that rage!”
the demon encouraged. “You belong to me!”
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Cabin
in the woods - later that evening
It
was early evening when John pulled his truck up to the
front of the old hunting cabin. The retreating sunlight
fought a losing battle with the nearly full moon that
was just appearing over the horizon, each in turn casting
peculiar shadows across the landscape and amongst the
lines of pines just behind the log structure.
He pushed the truck door open and paused
momentarily as he swung his feet out and planted them
onto the ground. Sighing loudly, he sat there in silence,
his weary body reminding his tortured psyche of everything
that had transpired that day. What a fool he had been,
believing that today could actually have been the end
to his crusade and the destruction of his most vilified
enemy. Instead, the day started in betrayal and had
ended in loss.
John
rubbed at reddened, fatigued eyes. ‘Yeah,
fatigue! Not tears!’ his mind insisted, but
as the base of his palms continued to press into the
hard edge of his orbits, the wetness there had nothing
to do with physical exhaustion.
Dean!
Soldier, son, possessed, missing! Memories of a tousled
haired little boy, rambunctious, energetic and full
of life, coursed through his mind. A young man, standing
by his side, seasoned hunter, true brother, faithful
son.
Gone! Maybe lost to him forever by
either death or worse. John surged to his feet. Part
of him was tempted to shout at the skies until his throat
was as raw as the heart in his chest. The other part
of him wanted to march inside the cabin and tear Zack
Murzak apart with his bare hands and then use the amputated
limbs to beat the man to death.
The latter part of John Winchester
won out and he flung the truck door shut with as much
force as he could muster; the glass in the partially
opened window rattled and threatened to shatter. He
stormed up the stairs to the covered porch two at a
time, leaving no doubt in the occupants mind that he
was on his way. Thankfully, the front door was unlocked,
since he hit it at full stride, twisting the knob and
flinging it open, the wood colliding with the interior
wall and knocking a picture to the floor with a loud
crash.
Inside, his youngest son sat backwards
on a chair, his long legs straddling either side of
the seat. Leaning forward, his chest resting against
the spindles, Sam rigidly held his .45 aimed directly
at Zack’s head. The young man didn’t even
glance up as his father’s heavy steps carried
him across the short span between the front door and
the small kitchen area where the dark haired hunter
sat tied to an identical chair.
Without breaking stride, John stalked
over to his former friend and stood glaring at him for
a few brief seconds, breathing heavily. Suddenly, John
lashed out and backhanded him with such force that the
restrained man was thrown sideways to the floor, chair
and all.
“You sonofabitch!” John
roared, reaching down and dragging the stunned man back
upright by his shirt front, twin trails of blood trickling
from Zack’s nose. “We lost a lot of good
men out there today because of you! And on top of that,
you serve up my sons on a silver platter to that bastard
Haris!” Brown eyes screaming as loudly as his
voice, rage overwhelmed him and John backhanded the
man once again for good measure.
Watching his father, Sam never flinched;
the gun that remained trained on the hunter didn’t
drop a fraction. In truth, at that moment, he would
have enthusiastically helped his father tear the man
to pieces were it not for the information that he fervently
prayed Zack would reveal. Instead, he sat silently,
content to let his father take out anger and frustration
on Zack for the both of them.
Another backhand, another pain-filled
grunt, but the former hunter remained silent, each time
his nearly glazed-over eyes returned to the floor unable
or unwilling to meet the eyes of the two men before
him.
John mistook the silence for defiance,
and as he released the remnant of his anger and pain,
he grabbed Zack’s hair and forced the man’s
head up to meet his gaze. Zack gagged as John’s
other hand closed around his throat, thumb crushing
into his windpipe, but the older hunter never broke
his grasp.
“Dammit
Zack! Just tell me where he took my son! I don’t
care about anything else. I just want Dean back!”
John began shouting, but his voiced cracked as he said
his eldest son’s name, betraying the desperation
he was trying so carefully to hide. He increased the
pressure on Zack’s throat, losing control, ignoring
Zack’s desperate efforts to get air.
Sam caught the break in his father’s
tone. Suddenly realizing that John was losing it and
about to kill Zack, he sprang up from the chair and
grabbed John’s arm.
“Dad!” It was like trying
to move a marble statue, the muscles in his father’s
arm were coiled like a python. “ Dad! Stop it!”
John blinked, then blinked again, staring
at Sam. Reluctantly, he let go of Zack’s throat,
but retained his grasp of the former hunter’s
hair. “Last chance,” He warned, face close
to Zack’s.
Satisfied, Sam stepped back, watching
as Zack gulped for air, lifting his gun once more.
“I don’t know anything!”
Voice raw, Murzak screamed back, his bloodshot eyes
and bruised face arching forward, pleading ignorance.
“I swear to God, John!
John looked long and hard at Zack,
searching the beaten hunter’s eyes, carefully
considering what he saw. He could see the fear and lies
in the rapid movement of Zack’s pupils. John Winchester
was never a tolerant man, but he was even less so when
it came to lying.
“Bullshit!” John snarled,
releasing his grip on Zack's hair with a jerk, straightening
angrily. “You were one of the best hunters I’ve
ever known!” John narrowed his eyes in disgust.
"How the hell does someone like you get possessed?
You were too careful. It just doesn’t happen that
easily with someone like you!”
Zack shrugged, absolutely unable to
meet his former friend and comrade’s eyes. He
knew he couldn’t offer a rationale that the indomitable
John Winchester would ever accept, especially when he
was focused on the welfare of his sons.
John
moved away from the shell of the former hunter, pissed
off and exasperated at the lack of information coming
from the man. Afraid he would actually just kill him
and be done with it, but aware that wouldn’t help
them find Dean. Pacing across the room, running his
hand through his hair and across his face, trying to
think, he turned to his youngest, remaining?
son.
Despite his posture of readiness, Sam
looked exhausted, his face bearing the bruises of Haris’
not-so-gentle guards, his hands swollen, knuckles split
and reddened from his futile assault on the cell door
as he tried to get back to his older brother.
There was hollowness to the young man’s
eyes, and John well knew the underlying cause. While
there had always been a brother’s bond between
his two sons, Dean stepping naturally into the older
brother protector role, Sam was equally, albeit more
subtly, his older brother’s guardian as well.
If Dean was the rock climber, Sam was his tether to
the mountain, always there to prevent the big fall.
While John knew - had witnessed firsthand - the devastation
to Dean when Sam left for Stanford, then he was currently
seeing that same desolation in Sam now that Dean was
gone.
'What
have I done to my sons?' he groaned inwardly.
John walked to Sam’s side; his
hand dropped to rest on the young man’s shoulder,
applying a gentle squeeze that he hoped conveyed some
sort of optimism. Sam glanced up only briefly, the .45
never wavering from its dead-on aim, the muscles in
the forearm holding the weapon taut and tense.
Gently pressing his hand down on the
top of the pistol, John eased Sam’s hand downward,
feeling the tension ease ever so slightly. Grabbing
another of the chairs, John pushed it to Sam and nodded
at him to sit. He sank down onto the hard seat Sam had
vacated, his shoulders sagging with exhaustion. He was
still for a long moment, his mind swirling with thoughts
like a five hundred piece puzzle tossed onto a table
that he struggled to put together without the picture
on the top of the box to guide him. Nervously running
a hand through his dirty, sweat slicked hair, he looked
from Zack then over to Sam, addressing him.
“Okay son, tell me everything
that happened at the compound.” John shot Zack
a threatening look. “Since Zack isn’t exactly
running off at the mouth with explanations, maybe something
you remember will help.”
Torn from his anger and pain, Sam looked
up at his father’s face. John was asking him to
relive one of the most horrid moments of his young life,
but he understood the need and, possibly for the first
time in his adult life, he didn’t challenge his
dad. He drew a breath, letting it escape in a long sigh.
“Well,”
he began, “we got the coordinates that we thought
were from you and we headed out to the compound. When
we got over the fence, Zack there put a gun to Dean’s
neck and escorted us inside the building. Dean said
later that Zack had given him a codeword to signal that
everything was okay. Once we were inside, Zack said
that he had been on a sort of covert ops within the
demon’s organization.”
Sam took another deep breath before
continuing on with the rest of the story. John didn’t
miss the sharp intake of breath nor the shiver that
ran through his son as he recalled the events.
“He took us up to this office,
said he brought us there under the pretense of making
a deal with the demon, so that he could protect his
cover and get more answers on how to destroy Haris.”
Sam snorted mirthlessly, gesturing at Zack. “He
even asked for the fake bullet that you left with Dean;
said that was part of the ruse.”
“We get in there and Dean goes
to hand over the bullet.” Sam made a face and
shook his head. “It was that bastard Haris all
along. He grabbed Dean and then he pulls the demon out
of Zack and it …”
Sam stopped abruptly, his eyes shooting
down to the floor as he recalled what happened next.
Over and over, those minutes had replayed in his mind.
Dean, surrounded by the black cloud; Dean, barely visible
as the thick mass poured down his throat; Dean, as his
body tumbled to the floor and began its seizure-like
movements as the demon sought control. He could have
done something, should have done something, but just
like in the cabin in Missouri, all he could do was watch
as his brother was made a pawn for demon torture yet
again!
John remained silent, sharing in silence,
the sheer agony that he knew Sam felt at having witnessed
the possession of his brother. His own demons resurfaced
and, like Sam, he recalled his own possession at the
hands of that yellow-eyed son of a bitch Haris. He writhed
inside, the torture of recalling the hateful words he
had spat at his sons, of watching his eldest bleed and
beg for his life as he was ripped apart, of Sam, as
he held the Colt, torn between destroying the demon
and losing his father.
“Go on, Sam,” he said gently.
“That was the last I saw of Dean,
well, until in the chamber that is. But the demon, he
said that he wasn’t done with Zack yet and they
hauled us down to a cell.” Sam stared at the floor,
giving his unruly hair a habitual tug.
John looked back over at the sullen
former comrade. Zack had not lifted his eyes during
Sam’s recounting, but his rapid respirations seemed
to betray his imposed silence and denial.
“So, apparently your Master had
some other plans for you huh?” the elder Winchester
snarled, kicking the chair Zack was tied to, causing
Zack to glance up briefly, then immediately back to
the floor. “But you don’t know anything,
you lying son of a bitch, that right?” John kicked
the chair again but got no reaction this time.
“Dad,” Sam interrupted,
another memory of his captivity scratching at his subconscious.
“While we were locked in the cell, Zack said something
about our family being cursed. That there was nothing
we could do about what was happening, like our whole
family was marked in some way.” He raised his
eyes and looked directly at John. “Do you know
anything about that? Is it true?”
John Winchester paused before answering,
his hesitancy alerting Sam to the inevitable ‘half-truth’
that was about to be uttered.
John despised lying and hated that
this lifestyle had demanded that he do it on an ongoing
basis to achieve necessary results. He also had quickly
learned that in order to protect his sometimes over-eager
sons, he couldn’t always divulge the complete
truth. Worse still, he knew that his boys had grown
to be perceptive of his less-than-true answers.
“No son,” John replied,
looking back steadily. “Our family is not cursed.
You are not cursed.”
From his restrained position, Murzak
‘humpfed’ air, his disdain apparent in that
single breath. John responded instantly, intent on silencing
the man, his anger resurfacing.
“And what the hell would you
know about my family? Huh?” he shouted. “What
did that bastard Haris tell you?”
“Nothing!” Zack responded,
his voice brazen despite cringing from the physical
abuse he knew was inevitable.
Provoked, John stood once more. “Oh,
you know plenty!” he hissed as the barrage of
questions began.
“Why did Haris let you live?
What did he want with you?
“I don’t know!” a
soft statement.
“Where
is Haris?” demanding.
“I don’t know!” more
insistant.
“Why did he take Dean?”
intensity growing.
“I don’t know!” pleading
ignorance.
“WHERE IS MY SON?” shouting
each syllable.
“I told you I DON’T KNOW!”
matching the tone.
John Winchester felt his heart pounding
against his ribcage as he repeatedly clenched and unclenched
his fists. A bevy of emotions coursed through him like
an electrical current, frustration, anger, pain, desperation.
He couldn’t focus, could barely speak for fear
that his brain would only allow a stuttering grumble
of curses. So he did the one thing still available to
him, he acted. Years of hunting taught him how to be
a predator and the predator in him knew what had to
be done. Moving over to his green rucksack, his hand
closed on the needed object.
Sam saw the glint of light on stainless
steel but he rose too slowly to intervene. The flash
of light on metal also caught Zack’s eye too,
but the ropes that bound him to the chair prevented
him from reacting.
Unimpeded, John casually moved to face
the former demon hunter turned demon collaborator. Panic
filled Zack’s eyes, the realization that his resistance
might be about to cost him the ultimate price as the
huge hunting knife waved just inches from his nose.
“I want answers!” John
sneered, eyes glaring. “And you’re gonna
give 'em to me!” he promised, as the well-honed
edge of the blade sliced through the air, hungry for
human flesh.
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