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Season
Two
Episode
Twenty-two: Dance With The Devil
By
Kittsbud & Tree
Part
Four
Here
I stand, helpless and left for dead…
Sam didn’t remember much about the pseudo-wolves
past their leader’s glowing red eyes and dripping
fangs. The thing had pounced at him with unnatural speed,
stopping only as it reached the base of the tree he
was tied to.
It
had remained there for hours, demonic orbs never moving
from him as if it were on sentry duty. Whether it was
guarding the gate to Hell was yet to be seen.
I
think it’s a given I’m headed that way before
the night is over. Maybe this is payback for getting
out of the deal with Haris on my birthday…
Sam’s
head drooped further onto his chest and he jerked back,
knowing he had to try and stay conscious. He couldn’t
feel his damaged hand anymore, only the blood that had
dampened his shirt from Eli’s most recent round
of torture under the watchful gaze of his hellhound.
It
seemed the higher-demon enjoyed an audience from the
way he had carved sigils and symbols into Sam’s
chest with the mere tip of his finger, stopping every
now and again to smile at the long-haired creature.
“You
don’t get my soul just yet, you freaky fur ball…”
Sam watched the hound’s reaction as he cursed
at it, but it was like a gargoyle cast from stone.
It
knows I’m weak. It knows I can’t last much
longer, just like the others.
And
then what? Would it and its brethren feed on his
flesh and bones?
Sam
shuddered at the thought of teeth tearing into his body
until there was nothing left. Maybe that would be better
than the cold sensation of death that was slowly creeping
over him now.
Was
it really death, or just mental defeat?
What
about Dad? What about Dean? Will they ever know what
happened to me?
Sam
felt moisture well in his eyes, and he tried to stifle
it back, convincing himself he couldn’t show weakness
in front of Eli. And besides, the salt would sure as
hell sting in the wealth of cuts and sores covering
his face and upper body.
“Help…
me…” The sound was pitiful. The sound of
someone who knew they were dying.
Sam
flinched, trying to turn his head without making his
tortured frame scream anew with pain. It didn’t
work, and instead he was forced to grunt back a piteous
cry of his own as his broken hand exploded like a star
going supernova.
Once
the sensation abated enough for Sam to stop panting,
he sought out the voice he had heard, knowing all he
could probably do was offer comfort.
“David?”
Sam softly yelled the name, realizing the latest victim
was David Mitchum, a young man who had suffered enough
in his short life. His father had sent a whole platoon
of men to the deaths, and had paid the ultimate price
later when their spirits had returned.
David
had had to live with that stigma, and that of his gifts.
It would seem he wouldn’t have to live with anything
for much longer.
Blood
was seeping from his mouth, covering his chest and upper
body as it dripped from his quivering lips.
Dad!
Dad, don’t you let it kill me...
Sam’s
mind flash cut to another time, another place, but the
effect was just the same. He was back in Wisconsin,
in the cabin, watching as his brother bled to death
before him, tortured by yet another demon. It shouldn’t
be this way.
Not
ever.
Where
was God when you needed him? Where were all the angels?
Sam
tried to tell himself that the thoughts had been forced
upon him by Eli, but he knew they hadn’t. His
crisis of faith was born of years without seeing the
forces of good in the world, let alone seeing them triumph.
All
he’d ever known in this fight were other hunters
- and they barely maintained the equilibrium between
dark and light.
“David,
David look at me… try to stay awake. You have
to stay awake…”
David’s
eyes slowly blinked and Sam saw his lower lip tick slightly,
but only more crimson liquid ebbed from his mouth. If
he had tried to talk, it would surely have come out
a gurgle.
“David…”
Sam’s own frail voice trailed as he realized there
were no more words of comfort to give. Perhaps it was
better to let the kid die in peace than to try and force
him to remain conscious and in utter agony.
“You
really shouldn’t keep the children up past their
bedtime, Samuel.” Eli appeared at the side of
the hellhound, patting the top of its head affectionately.
“But then, David should know better than to talk
to the likes of you, now shouldn’t he? I’m
afraid he’ll have to be punished-”
Eli
side-stepped the hound and strolled to the tree David
Mitchum was shackled to. Rubbing a hand across the light
stubble that was forming on his chin, he shot Sam a
glance. “You humans are full of too much hot air.
In fact, you’re full of too much air, period.
Let’s see if we can change that, shall we?”
The
warrior-demon dipped his head and David suddenly began
to scream even though he had little or no strength left.
“NO!!
Stop it you bastard!” Sam screamed too, but his
pleas fell on deaf ears.
As
he watched, Mitchum’s chest seemed to collapse
in on itself as his sternum, ribs and lungs were crushed
into a bloody pulp of liquefied organs and ground bone.
An
almost black ooze gushed from his mouth and nose, stifling
the very last cry for help into a gurgling, wet burble
in his throat. As the bubbling sound faded, Eli looked
up, satisfied with his work.
Is
that what would have happened to Dean in the cabin if
Dad hadn’t stopped Haris?
Sam
shuddered anew, trying to forget the past, but after
the manner of David’s death, it wasn’t easy.
“Just
like old times, eh, Sam?” Eli clicked his fingers
and the wolf-dog sprang across the dell, tucking into
the latest meal with relish. Even at this distance,
Sam could hear it slurping down Mitchum’s blood
as it dug its teeth into his obliterated chest and then
lapped at the human-mulch that oozed forth. “I
bet you always wondered what would have happened to
Dean if Haris had finished the job, huh?”
“Screw
you…”
“Oh,
language, Sammy.” Eli ambled back towards the
hunter, arms clasped behind him. “I do believe
you’re starting to sound like that brother of
yours. Still, not to worry, you’ll both soon be
dead-”
“You’ll
never get Dean.” Sam watched the demon for a reaction.
Had it already harmed his brother, was he the bait?
Eli
reached back and slowly clapped. “Bravo, Sammy!
You’re quite right. I won’t.” He leaned
closer. “Because I don’t have to.”
He cocked a brow and cheekily pursed his lips, unexpectedly
whistling the chorus from Suicide Is Painless.
“Of course, in your brother’s case it won’t
be painless, but oh well…”
“What
are you talking about? Dean would never…”
Demons lie. Ignore him. Sam clamped his mouth
closed and refused further conversation with his tormentor.
Forcing his head to the side he refused to even look
at the thing masquerading as a man.
Eli
nodded. “Don’t worry, Sammy, I’ll
make sure you go first…” He bowed his head
one last time, brows knitting in concentration. “See
you in Hell!”
Sam
squeezed his eyes closed, feeling his chest constrict
as muscles popped with the strain forced upon them.
The air was pushed from his lungs with the pressure
and he suddenly wanted to gasp for breath, to choke
down the sweet night air like nectar.
But
there was no air.
Only
the sickening laughter of Eli enjoying the spoils of
a demonic war.
Easy to find what’s wrong, harder to find what’s
right…
The
terrain was so bleak, so desolate that it overwhelmed
him, filling him with even more feelings of hopelessness
than he ever felt possible in his entire life. He’d
driven the last hundred and fifty miles in silent contemplation,
having turned off the music when Dean succumbed to his
exhausted body’s need for sleep.
John
spent the first fifty miles glancing over at Dean. Taking
in the haggard and worn look to his son’s body,
the pallor of his skin, and the ragged breaths he sucked
in even in restless slumber. Despite the threat of the
Reaper’s touch, John could still see the traces
of the stalwart warrior and the hint of the playful
child Dean had once been.
Ironically,
it had always been when Dean slept that John could still
see the innocent four-year-old, and then when he rued
that innocence being lost. Maybe that’s why he
had pushed his son away, had forced Dean to toughen
up, knowing all along that the innocence had to go,
perhaps for a time just such as this. Then again, maybe
it was simply because John himself had been too much
of a coward to continue looking into those green eyes
every day and realize that a day like this lay ahead.
And
so, with those thoughts in his mind, John spent the
next fifty miles thinking about Sam. If Dean had been
his four-year-old innocent soldier, forced to be tempered
into hardened steel, then Sam had been John’s
hope for the future.
Contrary
to what his youngest had ever thought, John had wanted
nothing more than to see Sam be successful. The boy
had always shown such aptitude and potential in everything
he’d ever undertaken, always driving himself to
excel whether it was in scholastics or sports.
Maybe
their vagabond lifestyle hadn’t exactly made things
easy for Sam, but he’d never let it or any other
hardship stand in his way of achieving anything he set
his mind to. After all, hadn’t Stanford been a
prime example of that?
Potential;
that was Sam. And if it seemed that he had ignored that
potential or had tried to downplay it, it was only because
John Winchester had unconsciously wanted to drive Sam
away as well. Send him as far away from himself and
his mission to bring Mary’s killer to justice
as possible. If he and Sam argued, it was simply because
the son was surpassing the father, needing more out
of life than simple revenge, needing more to survive
on than someone else’s memories of a woman that
he didn’t even remember as his mother.
That
Sam couldn’t remember Mary, couldn’t pine
over her loss; this was the bond that had always been
lacking betweenjohn and his youngest son. Maybe it was
just that simple?
But
what did any of that matter now? The tempered steel
lay silently next to him, battered, chipped, and nearly
broken. The potential was being held somewhere
up ahead of him, possibly lost forever as well. And
so John Winchester spent the last of the hundred and
fifty miles silently considering that if he lost both
his sons at the close of this day, would he’d
even have a reason to carry on himself?
Somewhere
in the silence of the road, he planned his final action,
strangely walking himself through the motions of burying
both his boys, side by side just as they’d spent
most of their lives. After that he would summon the
yellow-eyed destroyer of souls and end that bastard
once and for all. Then, and only then, would he join
the rest of his family in some semblance of eternal
peace; hoping that the four of them could find in the
hereafter that of which they had been robbed in this
pitiful life.
“We
there?” Dean’s scratchy voice seemed barely
more than a whisper, but it was enough to snap John
from his trance.
“We’re
pretty close I think. The Tower is just ahead. How you
feelin’?”
“I’m
fine! Why’d you let me sleep so long, we should
have been planning our attack,” Dean grumbled,
struggling to sit up in the seat.
“You
needed to sleep dude. Besides, I have a feeling that
once we get there, planning isn’t going to mean
much,” John suggested.
Dean
managed to pull himself upright, but John didn’t
miss the way he kept one arm wrapped tightly across
his midsection.
“Do
you know where you’re going?”
John
nodded, motioning his head through the windshield and
out beyond them into the uninviting terrain. Just above
the desolate landscape, large black carrion birds dotted
the sky.
“Guess
Haris was right about the buzzards, good as any flashing
neon sign I s'pose.”
“Dad,
do you think Sam’s okay? I mean, after everything…”
Dean began.
“Yeah,
Sammy’s gonna be alright. I can feel it. I believe
it. You should too,” John insisted.
He
turned the old Chevy off the main road and onto a dirt
track, grimacing slightly as the painful impact of the
jarring was reflected in the tense set of Dean’s
jaw.
Just
hang in there kiddo, just a little longer, for me, for
Sammy!
As
they continued on, the huge monolith looming ever closer,
the vultures becoming clearer as they circled, the tension
in the car was palpable.
Dean
fumbled in his pocket, retrieving his .45, ejecting
the clip and checking it even though he knew it was
fully loaded. He left it in his lap while he next retrieved
the silver flask filled with Holy Water. The flask was
small, not nearly large enough to hold any significant
amount of the precious fluid should they encounter a
horde of demons. But then really, if what Haris had
told them was true, they were going to have their hands
full with just this rogue, much less any more of the
demon spawn.
The
dirt road ended abruptly and John slowed the car, eventually
bringing it to a complete stop and pulling it off to
the side. He killed the engine, but didn’t immediately
step out of the car. For the briefest moment, he simply
sat in the driver’s seat staring ahead.
“Dad?”
“Yeah,
I know,” John softly replied. “You ready
to do this?”
Dean
smirked. “No, not really,” he answered,
slowly pulling himself from the car. Once outside, he
turned back around to face his dad, leaning heavily
against the roof of the Impala. “Dad, promise
me you’ll do whatever you have to to get Sammy
back. If I can’t keep up or I go down, you leave
my ass behind.”
“Let’s
don’t have this conversation, Dean, okay?”
John pleaded, turning away and moving to the trunk.
Dean
followed him to the rear of the car, sagging against
the back fender, one hand reaching up to hold onto the
raised trunk lid for support.
“I’m
serious. Let’s don’t forget what we set
out to do originally. We gotta focus on the mission…”
John
stopped and slammed a shotgun back down into the Impala’s
hidden compartment, a flash of irritation crossing his
face when he looked back up.
“Do
you mind? I don’t know when I gave you the impression
that I didn’t give a damn about what happened
to you or that it isn’t absolutely killing me
inch by inch to even look at you right now and see you
like this, but dammit Dean, don’t you dare ask
me to pretend like it doesn’t matter. You better
believe that I’ll go to my grave despising ever
finding out about that goddamn amulet and hating myself
for the choices that I’ve made in my life. But
nothing, EVER, is gonna hurt me as bad as losing Sam
or you. So don’t you dare ask me to stop fighting
for either of you. And don’t you dare expect me
to just toss you off to the side like you’re expendable
for your brother. That’s never been what this
has been about. I love you, Dean, not any more or any
less than Sam. Do you get that?”
For
the longest moment only the gentle breeze scouring the
high plains and the occasional screech of the carrion
feeders broke the stressed silence as John locked his
gaze on his eldest son. He watched Dean’s response,
seeing the ragged increase in breathing but not knowing
if it was from emotion or due to the rapid failure of
his son’s body due to the loss of the amulet.
He waited for Dean to say something, wondering if his
firstborn had ever really known how much he truly had
loved him since this had been perhaps the first time
he had ever verbalized the actual word.
I’m
too late. Too many years have gone by to try to make
him understand now. He thinks it’s always been
about Sammy, why should he think any different just
because I finally have the courage to tell him I love
him?
Dean
cleared his throat, shuffling nervously but still maintaining
the eye contact with his father.
“That
night, back in the cabin when you were possessed by
Haris, you, well he, said some pretty awful things to
me. You said that you and Sammy didn’t need me
and that even when you both argued, it was really more
attention than you had ever really paid to me ever…”
“Dean,
you know that wasn’t me… that was the demon,”
John insisted.
“I know, I know that now. But then and even a
while after, I guess I just thought, well… I figured
it was kinda true ya know. I mean, Sammy left, you left,
hell, you always leave Dad. You don’t tell us
what’s going on, you didn’t tell us the
truth about the curse, you keep us in the dark about
so much stuff. And then, I thought about how much alike
you and Sam really are. Way more than you and me, even
though that’s what people assume. So yeah, I guess
somewhere along the line I kinda thought that my whole
responsibility, my reason for getting up in the morning
and taking another breath was to protect Sam, to keep
him alive. I figured that’s what would make you
proud of me, Dad. I figured that was pretty much all
I was good for,” Dean rambled on.
“Dean,
why… how could you…”
“No,
wait, please let me finish,” Dean begged, raising
his hand to stay off his father’s interruption.
“But, now when I think back to the cabin and how
awful that night was, I think about how you managed
to beat that sonofabitch. Dad, you took control. When
Haris was ripping me apart, and I was begging you to
save me, you did! You fought your way back
and you kept that bastard from killing me. It was your
love that did that. If I never knew it before, I knew
it then and I know it now.”
John
smiled. He does know! He took a small step
toward Dean when the young man stopped him with an outstretched
hand.
“And
as I constantly tell that overgrown brother of mine,
I’m sooo not going for the chick-flick moment
here. So, can we please go kick some demon ass now and
save Sam, before I fall on my face?” he snarked.
Laughing,
John nodded, reaching back into the trunk. He withdrew
two shotguns, tossing one to Dean along with several
shells. Rifling through the remaining contents he came
across a large tarp. Pulling it out, he held it out
towards Dean.
“I’ve
got an idea.” John announced.
***
Father
and son quietly skirted around an outcropping of rock,
drawing closer to the small clearing that lay just below
them. Edgy, wary, they had first watched the sky, allowing
the vultures to help them head in the right direction,
praying that the birds weren’t merely circling
over some dead mammal, then almost praying that they
were when the smell of rotting flesh assaulted them.
From
their vantage point, the hunters could make out the
forms of about a dozen bodies. Male and female, mostly
young, were scattered about in no certain order. It
was apparent that some had been there longer than others
by the amount of decay that had already taken place.
Each
of the bodies had been tortured, that much was apparent,
bones jutting out of torn flesh, others with organs
erupting out of their abdomens, still others with no
flesh remaining at all. Worse still, the brutality the
demon had started had been finalized by the wildlife,
swarming in for a free meal on the bloated remains of
Haris’ special children.
All
in all, the scene was horrific and it took everything
both seasoned hunters had to keep from becoming ill
from witnessing the remnants of the wanton slaughter.
From out of the corner of his eye, John saw the shiver
that swept over Dean as he looked away from the carnage.
“We’re
too late,” he groaned.
The
elder Winchester watched his son sag dejectedly against
the rocks, feeling his own hope waning as well. John
sat back on his heels, his eyes scanning among the bodies,
looking for one in particular. He saw Dean doing likewise,
knowing that despite the deadly silence that filled
the clearing, the stench of death that cloyed the air,
there was still something they had to do and that was
bring Sammy home.
Dean
saw him first, hanging lifelessly from a large tree,
his shaggy brown hair covering his face as it drooped
down to his chest. Despite his own weakness, Dean surged
to his feet, a primal scream of his brother’s
name echoing across the pine woodlands as he tore down
into the clearing. Dean dropped his shotgun to the ground
as his hands glossed over Sam’s body, cupping
his sibling’s chin and lifting it gently, searching
his brother’s face for any sign of life.
Sam
never responded, never so much as twitched while Dean
tried to shake him awake, frantic to garner some reaction.
Like those surrounding him, Sam remained still.
Around
them, the air began to crackle with ozone, the strong
smell of sulfur covering the rankness of the decomposing
bodies. John spun, alerted to the presence of a demon
in their midst.
“Dean!”
he shouted out a warning as he turned to face the threat
simultaneously chambering a shell in the shotgun.
“And
who would you be?” the demon asked, black eyes
wide in sharp contrast to gleaming white teeth that
showed in a snarl.
“We’re
your travel agents come to send you packing back to
Hell,” Dean growled from Sam’s side.
“You
must be Dean,” Eli mused. “I was hoping
to have the pleasure. And that would make you the infamous
John Winchester.”
“And
let me guess, you must be the psychotic jackass that’s
bent on world domination. I take it this is all your
handiwork?” John threw back.
The
demon glanced about, slowly taking in all the carnage
around him, smiling with pride and nodding thoughtfully.
“Yes,
I’ve been quite busy wouldn’t you say? I
am Eligos, but my friends call me Eli. Oh, wait, how
silly of me, I don’t have any friends,”
the demon laughed. “And I suppose you two are
here on some stupid half-assed rescue attempt? Well,
you’re too late. Sammy belongs to my master now.”
“My
brother never belonged to any of you bastards,”
Dean shouted back, lifting up the shotgun.
“Oh
and what are you going to do with that?” Eli asked
mockingly.
“This!”
Dean replied, pulling the double trigger and firing
off both barrels of the breakdown at the same time.
The loud report of the gun reverberated off the massive
wall of the tower as the slugs tore into the host’s
body opening up huge wounds in the creature’s
chest.
The
demon staggered back, momentary shock and the violence
of the attack surprising it. Across the clearing, the
recoil of the double barreled shotgun threw the young
hunter backwards as well and Dean cursed loudly as he
dropped to a knee.
John
checked that Dean was okay, but immediately went after
the demon, unloading his own shotgun on the creature
as he advanced. He knew the rounds would be ineffective,
but he was only hoping to buy time.
Pumping
another shell, he was nearly within five feet of Eli
when the demon jerked its head sharply and John felt
himself lifted off the ground. In an instant, the older
hunter was being thrown through the air and landed with
a heavy thud at the feet of an emaciated and maggot-infested
young woman. Head spinning, he put his hand down to
steady himself, immediately regretting it when something
warm and jelly-like squished between his fingers. With
chagrin, John flicked intestines from his hand and forced
himself to swallow down the bile that had risen in his
throat.
“Lookin’
a little pale there, John. You don’t seem too
impressed with my handiwork.”
“Oh,
don’t be disappointed Ellie Mae, we’re actually
not impressed with you at all,” Dean answered
instead, having closed on the distracted demon. His
arm whipped out in a blur, afternoon sunlight glinting
off a flash of silver just before the demon screeched
in pain.
As
Eli backed away, Dean relentlessly pursued him, continuing
to douse the demon with the holy water.
“Jeez
Eleanor, you scream like a little bitch. Does that hurt
much?”
Beneath
the hiss of smoldering skin, the demon glared up at
the young hunter. “You want to talk about screaming,
Dean? You should have heard Sam. You should have heard
him scream, and cry, and beg while I crushed every single
bone in his body.”
Dean
paused, the demon’s taunts having their intended
effect as his mind conjured up the image of his baby
brother suffering at the hands of this rogue. It was
the opening that Eli needed and with a wave of his hand,
he launched Dean away from him and into a nearby mound
of thick brush.
Eli
rose and casually strode to stand over the fallen hunter.
Looking down on the barely conscious young man, he laughed.
“And
to think Sam thought that you could save him.”
he mocked.
Dean
struggled to take in a breath, his vision blurring between
the lack of oxygen and the impact of his head and spine
on the hard-packed ground. He could see the demon looming
directly above him, leering at him as it closed in for
the kill. Despite his weakened and abuse body, Dean
smiled back.
“Ah,
the infamous Dean Winchester defiance, laughing in the
face of death. Do you know that you’re a bit of
a legend down where I’m from? Of course, we all
think you’re full of shit, but still, that whole
false bravado thing you do, its good for a few laughs
over a round of beer,” Eli sneered.
“Eli,
Eli, Eli. You poor, simple fool. You demons just won't
ever get it. It isn’t bullshit when you can actually
back it up. Dad…”
Behind
the demon, John Winchester appeared, the large green
tarp outstretched between his hands. Eli spun, suddenly
sensing the threat behind him, but it was too late as
John cast the tarp like a large net, covering the demon
like an oversized shroud.
Eli
thrashed, dropping to the ground and rolling around
under the cover, entrapping himself further in the canvas
cocoon.
“What
the hell is this?” the demon screamed out from
underneath the heavy wrapping.
John
moved over and extended a hand down to his eldest, lifting
Dean slowly to his feet, stunned by the weakness in
his son’s grasp, the unsteadiness in his stance,
and the pain that was evident in his every breath and
movement.
But
despite the betrayal of his body, Dean staggered over
to where the demon lay wrapped up like a poorly chosen
Christmas present and managed to look down at the struggling
form with contempt.
“That,
you bastard, is a Devil’s Trap, drawn on the inside
of the canvas and you are wrapped up nice and tight
inside. Now, let’s see how you like it when you
face a little hunter justice,” Dean snarled before
rearing back and kicking the tarp with everything he
had.
“That
was for Sammy…”
I
can see right through all your empty lies…
Eli’s frenetic thrashing seemed to go on for several
more seconds before the demon finally realized it had
no place to go – and that further resistance would
only meet with additional attention from the toe of
Dean’s CAT boot.
The
kicks from the hunter didn’t exactly hurt the
way they would have hurt a mere human, but under the
Devil’s Trap it was an annoyance the creature
preferred not to have to suffer.
Instead,
Eli seemed to curl in on himself until he was huddled
like a ball – silent, subservient – at least,
for now.
“Now
look who’s all outta sarcasm when he’s had
his ass kicked?” Dean stole a furtive glance at
the tarp but nodded to his father.
While
John took care of the demon, his priorities belonged
with Sam. Hunkering down again, the waning hunter placed
a hand at his brother’s neck and was relieved
to hear a small groan accompany the throb of blood beneath
his fingers.
“Its
okay, Sammy, I got you…”
Sam
huffed at the word "Sammy" remembering how
the demon had taunted him with it, tormented him with
the fact that Dean would never come find him. “He
called me that,” he winced trying to open his
eyes and search for Eli.
“Yeah,
well he won’t be calling anyone anything once
Dad’s fried his ass.”
Dean
plucked the small knife from his boot and began to carefully
cut away the ropes that had bound his brother for so
long. Seeing Sam’s left hand he paused, abruptly
sickened by the amount of swelling and purple-black
bruising that swathed the taut skin there.
“I’m
screwed, huh?” Sam’s voice grew stronger
as he realized his family’s presence wasn’t
another of Eli’s mind games. He tried to look
down, still not totally free from the ropes, but the
effort to look at his own crushed limb was just too
much.
I’d
hate for you to lose it. Maybe you could have a hook
like that Jacob Cairns friend of yours? The demon’s
voice was in Sam’s head again, teasing, cutting
deep with the truth.
Sam
didn’t need any medical degrees to know that.
Hell, Dean’s pained gaze was telling him right
now, before he even saw the damage himself.
Dean
flinched, his pale features contorting into a small
smile as he picked up on Sam’s fears. Can’t
tell him the truth. Not here, not now. He'll have enough
to deal with soon…“Nothing that a few
weeks R and R watching the Porn Channel won’t
fix. C’mon…”
Dean
sliced through the final bonds holding his brother to
the tree and gently helped Sam slide to the floor of
the glade. Sam was pale, hurting, but alive.
Hell,
given the circumstances, Sammy’s got more life
in him than I do right about now…
Ignoring
the mordant thought, Dean glanced over to his father,
giving a quick nod of his head that Sam would be okay
– mostly.
John
bobbed his head back, quickly flipping open the leather
binding of his journal to reveal the full version of
the Rituale Romanum.
“Deus
et Pater Domini nostril Jesu Christi invoco nomen sanctum
tuum…”
The
Latin continued as Dean turned back to Sam, carefully
probing for any more broken bones or deep cuts. From
what he could tell, other than the mangled left hand
and forearm, most of the damage was superficial –
ugly as hell, but certainly not life threatening.
“Do
I pass inspection?” Sam mumbled, staring through
bleary, bloodshot eyes. “Because either I’m
drunk or you look worse than I feel…”
Dean
stopped his ministrations, following his little brother’s
gaze to where the amulet should be hanging around his
neck. There was always the option to lie and say it
was under his tee, but then Sam would only ask him to
show it.
“Dude,
I’ve been hauling my ass all over the US looking
for your scrawny butt. I been fighting demons and generally
kicking ass, and you expect me to look like I just came
outta a health spa?”
“Dean,
where’s your amulet?”
Sam
didn’t mince words, he didn’t even give
his brother a chance to wrangle out of the question.
It was point blank and as clear as the fact that Dean
was sick – really sick. In fact, Sam had only
ever seen him look like this once before, and that time
he’d been dying.
Dean
faltered, his waxen, perspiration-covered face telling
everything with just one look. “I lost it, back
there while we were fighting the demon. It’s no
biggie, okay? We can find it later once we’ve
turned the freak into Kentucky Fried Demon.”
“Dean…”
Sam’s expression contorted, partly from the pain
that was slowly ebbing back into his limbs, but partly
because he could tell his brother was lying.
What
the hell is he thinking? I saw how he was back in Louisiana.
He’s been without that amulet for way longer than
a few minutes…
“Dean,
how did you find me out here?”
Dean
stumbled to his feet, spinning away from his brother.
He couldn’t look at Sam and respond without breaking.
He couldn’t stare into those soft, caring, damn
puppy eyes and not break down. “Sam, don’t
go there. Just don’t.”
And
that was all the answer Sam needed. Dean hadn’t
lost the amulet – he’d given it up willingly
– knowing what the consequences would be. Sam
didn’t know the how, but it didn’t take
much of a genius to work out the why.
Dean
had given up the amulet to find his brother –
given his life if they didn’t get it back –
and all for Sam.
Is
he so blind he thinks I can go on knowing that? Living
my life without him after he sacrificed his own for
me?
Sam
lay his broken hand over his stomach, trying not to
jostle it as he used his good arm to force himself from
the ground. He had little strength left, but if he used
all of it knocking some sense into his brother it would
be worth it.
After
precious seconds of struggling, Sam managed to push
up until he could wedge his back against a knot in the
tree trunk and use it for support.
“Dean…”
But
Dean wouldn’t look at him. Couldn’t look
at him. He knows. He KNOWS, was all that the
elder hunter could think, over and over until his head
felt like it would explode with the weight of the revelation.
“Bastards!”
The
abrupt, pain-filled cry made Dean flinch.
The
until-now silent demon had begun thrashing beneath the
tarp again, drawing all three Winchesters' attention
rather than dwelling on their own woes.
As
John continued the exorcism, Eli was finally opening
up, filling the glade with profanities and hate-fueled
remarks.
“You
Winchesters think you’ve won? Do you know what
my master will do to you when he finds out about your
interfering?”
“Maybe
your boss picked on the wrong family,” Dean suggested,
lunging at the tarp again with his foot as he thought
of Sam’s mangled hand.
Eli
laughed despite his obvious pain. “This was never
about your pathetic little family! You were just pawns
in a far greater game.”
The
thing paused and as John began the Rituale once again
tiny smoke curls began to spiral from the edges of the
sheet.
“Fools!”
Eli spat through half-choked retching. “You sided
with the wrong team! Now you’ll pay by burning
in hell and I’ll get to watch...especially you,
Dean, you’ll be there before me now that you’ve
given up your little trinket…”
“You’re
a rogue – a scumbag even to your own kind. I don’t
think you’ll be too welcome back down there any
more than you are here.” Dean tugged his .45 from
his waistband and pressed it against the writhing tarp,
his hand shaking with the weight of the weapon. “Always
wondered what would happen if I tried blowing a demon’s
brains out while they were in a Devil’s Trap…”
The
thing beneath the sheet stopped all movement, uncertain
exactly what would happen. “You think
I’m a rogue? Is that what Haris told you?”
Eli chuckled again. “Dean, Dean… I thought
you knew demons lie…”
“Exorcizo
te, immundissime spiritus omnis incursion adversarii,
omne…!"
Eli
screamed as John’s words bit into his form, trying
to tear its demonic presence from the human body he
inhabited. “I work for Lucifer!”
He spat. “And when my lord and master finds out
what you’ve done, there won’t be a place
on this planet you can hide. You’ve ruined everything…”
Dean’s
jaw dropped simultaneously with that of his father’s.
They had come here on a rescue mission with no clue
as to what they were actually walking into.
Lucifer…
Dean
swallowed, pressing the barrel of his automatic deeper
into the tarp, but it was Sam who regained his composure
quickly enough to actually speak.
“Why
would Lucifer want to kill the special kids? Aren’t
we just Haris’ playthings?” Sam tried to
push away from the tree and stand at Dean’s side,
but his knees seemed to have locked and any attempt
at moving would surely cause him to fall.
“Let’s
just say my boss was pissed at Haris for trying to um…attempt
a little ‘coup’ in hell. It’s not
fun to try and undermine your superior, don’t
you know? See, Lucifer was the one supposed to bring
about the End of Days, but Haris wanted the glory, the
infamy. He tried to assemble you kids as his army.”
“But
some of us didn’t like being drafted,” Sam
pointed out.
“My
master wasn’t interested in you set of freaks
anyway, only the fact that you could draw Haris out
into the open for him. Once Haris got wind that the
master was angry, he hid up, sneaky bastard that he
is. We knew if he thought his little prodigies were
in danger he’d come running, though…”
Eli
tried to pull away from the cold steel of Dean’s
gun, but despite his lack of strength the hunter managed
to keep it pressed firmly against the thing’s
skull.
“So
basically you used my brother like some piece of demonic
bait?” Dean’s hand began to tremble more,
this time with pent up anger as much as the effects
of losing the amulet. His finger itched to pull back
on the trigger, even though he wasn’t sure it
would do any good.
Eli’s
head cocked to one side mockingly beneath his canvas
prison. “I used Sammy, but Haris used you more,
didn’t he? The bastard wasn’t dumb enough
to just walk in here, so he used you and Johnny boy
there and you let him. Tut tut, the Winchesters lose
again…”
Dean
closed his eyes and swirled around the gun in his hand,
slamming the butt down hard on the demon’s forehead
until he was sure he felt bone give beneath his blow.
“Don’t call my brother Sammy!”
Opening
his eyes back up, he squinted, wavering slightly before
grabbing the nearest tree for support. He didn’t
have long left and he knew it. The pain, the disorientation
had become almost too much to bear.
But
it was over now.
All
they had to do was finish Eli and use the bullet on
Haris, and Sam would be safe.
Or
would he?
The
implication that Lucifer was involved wasn’t a
good sign – even if Eli was telling the truth
and Lucifer wasn’t interested in the special kids.
Dean
looked up to his father, not wanting Sam to see his
moment of weakness last any longer than he needed to.
“Finish it…”
John
took a breath and stepped closer to the flailing form
beneath the sheet. He had come here with hope they could
end everything, but after Eli’s confessions he
wasn’t sure he’d gained anything except
the loss of a son.
“Vivos
et mortuos, et saeculum per ignem…” The
words were ominous, like the clouds forming overhead
expectantly as if a storm was suddenly brewing.
Black
acrid smoke began to plume from the tarp, accompanied
by a scream that sounded as if it came from the bowels
of hell itself. A choking, almost nauseating smell of
burned flesh seemed to follow – a smell John Winchester
knew all too well.
Cringing,
John closed his journal and slid it into his pocket.
Taking an edge of the canvas he peeled it back, already
knowing what to expect.
The
demon, or rather its host, was nothing more than a crisped
husk that steamed like something left smoldering on
a summer barbeque.
The
rank stench of sulfur filled the glade, adding to the
strange moment.
John
rubbed at his beard. Of all the exorcisms, he’d
never seen anything like this happen before. Part of
him had hoped they could save Eli’s host as he
himself had once been saved.
“What
the hell?” Dean grimaced as two glaring orbs looked
back at him from an otherwise scorched corpse. “I
know I said Kentucky Fried, but dude…”
“Maybe
it was the fact that the Devil’s Trap was so close?
Actually touching him?” Sam offered softly, ever
the knowledgeable one of the family.
“Or
maybe he just couldn’t bear the thought of you
getting to hell first, Dean.”
John
spun around first, facing Haris off as he had known
he would have to. Demons always collected on
their bargains.
“We
need more time with Sam…” John shot a wary
glance at his eldest. Time for the bullet,
his unspoken words conveyed the message.
“Oh,
I’m afraid demons don’t really know the
concept of time, John. You see, we aren’t bound
by it like you puppets of flesh and blood.” Haris’s
almost-white hair seemed to glow in whatever sun was
left peeking through the overhanging cloud, his pallid
skin contrasting starkly with his surroundings.
The
demon’s eyes glowed too, the evil orange-yellow
hue that identified him from lesser creatures spinning
like a kaleidoscope across his pupils.
Dean
tried to ignore the thing that had haunted the Winchesters
for so long, concentrating instead on his father. When
John gave the signal, he would need a distraction, a
decoy to keep Haris busy. It was so easy for the yellow-eyed
freak to use its powers to yank the gun away like he
had the Colt back at the cabin.
“Oh,
I see Sam is looking a little worse for wear.”
Haris took a look at his prize, his eyes narrowing as
he noted the sigil of Lucifer painted on the young hunter’s
head. ”You Winchesters don’t deserve him.
He’ll do so much better under my wing…”
“Over
my dead body!” Dean’s temper snapped and
he aimed his .45 at Haris, repeatedly pulling the trigger
until the weapon’s clip was empty. It was hard
to even take the kick back from the Desert Eagle anymore,
but he fought it with every shred of control he had
left.
He
wasn’t going down, not until he knew Sam was safe.
Haris’s
body jerked and spasmed with the impacts at such close
range, but he didn’t stumble backwards or fall
as Dean had hoped. Instead, the creature smiled, rolling
his head around and hunching his shoulders as if he
merely had an annoying cramp in his neck.
“Over
your dead body, Dean? Why, that shouldn’t be too
hard to accomplish in your condition!” The blond-haired
freak outstretched his hand, snatching the .45 from
Dean’s feeble grasp like taking a toy from a child.
Once
the weapon was safely secured, Haris reached out his
free hand, sheer power dragging Sam from the tree trunk’s
safety like a demonic magnet until he was in the creature’s
grasp.
Wrapping his arm around the hunter’s throat in
a chokehold Haris smirked, knowing Sam had little strength
left of his own to fight back with – certainly
nothing that could rival his own. “Time to say
goodbye, Dean…”
“I’m not dead yet, you bastard…”
“Dean
no!” John tried to ram the amulet-bullet into
the chamber of his gun knowing Dean wouldn’t back
down when Sam was involved – no matter what the
cost.
As
his fingers worked he couldn’t help but be distracted
at the sight of his eldest charging Haris full throttle,
only to be abruptly thrown across the clearing.
Dean
was too weak to fight. Too far gone, and yet somehow
he still wouldn’t let go because of his brother.
It was the only thought John could think of as he heard
the bone-jarring thud of his eldest hitting the ground
behind him.
It
wasn’t a sound he was new to. Hell, Dean had gotten
tossed more times than John could ever count –
probably a whole lot more when John hadn’t been
around too. But this time it was different, because
John didn’t expect Dean to get up again.
The
hunter, the warrior had given his all and had made his
last sacrifice.
Dean
had been dying for three days, and the infamous clock
of life had about stopped ticking.
John
looked up, ready to meet Haris straight in the eyes
one last time before he put a bullet between them for
what he had caused; but Haris was ready for him.
The
demon bowed his head, eyes still shimmering as the first
spatters of rain began to fall from the darkened heavens.
“Nice gun you have there, Johnny. Pity it’s
not the Colt, huh?”
Like
Dean, John suddenly felt his body lose all control as
his feet were pulled from the ground. He was tossed
through the air, narrowly missing a tree stump as he
landed hard within feet of his semi-conscious son.
Despite
the bone-numbing impact, his arm jarring on a gnarled
root as he went down, John clung to the precious weapon
like a life-preserver. There was simply no option in
letting go of that gun. Hugging it close to his chest,
sacrifice and salvation, he simply would not let
go.
Say
goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight…
John rolled
over, putting his hands underneath his body and pushing
himself up from the ground as he struggled to get back
to his feet. He could see Dean just beside him, his
son, valiantly trying to rise on arms that simply refused
to hold his weight. In the diminishing daylight, John
could see the line of blood that freely flowed from
the corner of Dean’s mouth.
It’s
just a busted lip! He assured himself, but the
subsequent hacking, punctuated by patchwork staining
of crimson on the dirt beneath Dean’s face told
John otherwise. The soldier son was going down, unable
to get back up this one last time.
Just
beyond them both, Haris stood, holding Sam by the throat,
yellow eyes swirling gleefully as a broad grin spread
across a ghostly white face.
“Thanks
a bunch, guys! I knew I could count on you to take care
of my dirty work,” the demon jeered. “Although,
I was a tad worried there for a moment that maybe you
weren’t gonna beat that little pain in the ass.
Nice touch with the trap drawn on the tarp. You ah,
don’t have another one hiding anywhere do you?”
he asked, faking a nervous glance around the area.
“Don’t
be so smug you bastard. You haven’t won yet,”
John snapped, taking a defiant step forward toward Haris
and Sam.
“It
certainly looks like I have from where I’m standing.
Besides, we had a deal, John. Remember?”
“You
let go of my son!” John demanded, pulling a pistol
from by his side. He held the .45 at arm's length, the
muzzle pointed at the demon’s head.
It
was time to go for broke. Time to make everything right.
Time for the devil to get his due.
Haris
tightened his grip on Sam, the younger man gasping as
his throat was constricted underneath the demon’s
grasp. He clawed at the arm that was wrapped around
his neck, fingers prying to release the demon’s
hand.
“You
better be careful with that Johnny. You might miss and
hit Sammy by mistake,” Haris threatened.
“Oh,
I won’t miss.” This is for you Dean…
and you too, Mary!
“Well,
I don’t think I’m willing to take that chance,
John,” the demon replied, his head nodding toward
the older hunter.
He
was flung backwards like a rag doll, limbs askew as
he was pinned against a nearby pine. The force of the
impact drove the air from John’s lungs and he
bit down hard on his lip as his spine screamed out in
protest from the abuse of slamming into the hard trunk.
“When
will you ever learn?” Haris muttered, shaking
his head. “You were never destined to win, John.”
With
another nod of the demon’s head, the invisible
hold was released and John dropped to his knees on the
ground. Before he could recover, another unseen force
grabbed him and began to drag him over the jagged rocks,
each seeking out exposed flesh to chew into, but just
as eagerly content to batter covered skin as well. Tossed
to and fro, the hunter grunted as the assault continued.
It
was like watching some bizarre one-sided wrestling match,
where some behemoth took on the ninety pound weakling
and beat the smaller opponent within an inch of his
life. Except to Sam, the behemoth was invisible, and
the underdog was hardly a “weakling,” but
rather, his dad. The young man strained against the
demon’s hold as he watched his father falter under
the repeated attack. He knew the demon was toying with
him, batting John around like a cat might paw at a mouse.
“Stop!”
he begged, his voice raspy from Haris’ strong
grip. “Please, stop!”
“Aw,
Sammy. Now why should I do that? This is just too much
fun.” Haris replied, as John’s body was
launched through the air once again.
“Please,
you have me, isn’t that what you wanted? Let my
dad go.”
For
the briefest moment, the unseen attack on John ceased
and the older hunter collapsed to the ground in an unconscious
heap. Haris relinquished his hold on the youngest Winchester
ever so slightly, his white-blond head tilted slightly
to the side as the demon considered the young man held
before him.
“Sammy,
I’ve had you since you were born, it’s only
ever been a matter of time until you came back to me.
You’ve got nothing to bargain with and besides,
your father has been a pain in my ass for far too long.
He’s simply getting what he’s had coming
to him and I’m going to enjoy every moment of
it.”
“Yeah,
well, don’t get too excited you bastard,”
Dean barked out in defiance.
He
leaned heavily against a taller outcropping of rocks,
having nearly crawled to where his dad had dropped his
weapon when Haris had initiated his attack. That same
weapon was now in his grasp and as he mirrored John's
earlier stance, it was once again pointed at the demon.
Haris
“tsk’d,” his head shaking from side
to side as he considered the young man before him. He
considered crushing the young hunter with a single thought,
just as he had done in the cabin that long night before.
But looking at the hunter, taking in the hollow set
of the eyes, the ragged respirations, the hunch of the
shoulders, Haris knew that whatever was wrong with Dean
Winchester, a stiff wind could likely finish the man
off.
“Am
I supposed to be any more afraid of you than I was of
your dad? What’s to stop me from crushing you
into dust right now? That pathetic gun?”
“No,
more like the bullet inside it,” Dean answered
back. “I’m surprised at you Haris, after
all our quality time together back in Tennessee, after
everything you went through to get the amulet off me,
even sending that bitch Alyssa to mess with my head
and make me forget about it and everything else, and
yet you haven’t mentioned one word about it since
you got here. Slipping up there, Harry!”
Dean
took an unsteady step forward, willing himself to stay
on his feet just a little longer despite his muscles'
refusal to cooperate. He could feel his chest seizing
up, like taking a deep breath outside on an icy cold
day. Even the edges of his vision were darkened and
narrowed, like watching a movie that was being broadcast
in letterbox.
None
of it mattered. He had to stay on his feet just a little
longer, had to stay alert just a few minutes more, needed
to maintain his focus just long enough to pull the trigger.
Had to save Sam!
“Did
you know what the amulet was all along?” Dean
asked, seeing the sudden recognition in the demon’s
eyes. “Did you know what it was a part of?”
Haris
smiled nervously, pulling Sam back in front of him and
backing away slowly.
“Not
at first, not when I had you at my compound. I knew
it was protecting you, but not how, not why. That came
later. So, did you know then too, Guardian-boy?”
the demon mocked.
“What
does it matter now? You’re going down, you sonofabitch!”
Haris
laughed, deep and throaty, it held nothing of the nervous
laughter that the demon had shown just moments before.
Still cautious, he maintained his hold on Sam, keeping
the young hostage in front of him as a human shield.
“Your
little stint as a Guardian hasn’t paid off there,
Dean. That bullet isn’t going to stop me, even
if it is part of Solomon’s Sword. Sure, it might
sting a little, but what’s a paper cut when you’re
writing a chapter in the eradication of humanity?”
Dean
moved closer, stumbled slightly, but caught himself
without losing his aim on the demon. He squeezed his
eyes shut quickly, blinking rapidly to restore his vision
and maintain his balance.
“Besides,”
Haris continued. “I don’t think you’re
gonna be around long enough to pull that trigger, Dean.
See, I know what happens when the Guardian is separated
from the amulet, pretty stupid binding if you ask me,
don’t know what Solomon’s men were thinking
when they came up with that one.”
Dean
saw Sam’s eyes flash at the mention of him being
separated from the amulet. He knew his brother felt
angry, hurt, maybe even betrayed by what he had done.
But at least he would be alive to feel those things
and in Dean’s mind, that was what was most important.
“I’ll
be around long enough to see the end of you, to see
my brother free of you at last,” Dean insisted.
“No,
I don’t think so, Dean. For all that you and John
thought you were so smart, you never really got it.
You thought I wanted Sam to carry out my plans, and
that’s true. But I wanted him because from the
beginning, it was Sam that was the greatest threat to
me,” the demon explained.
Sam
stopped struggling, his attention riveted by the revelation
in Haris’ words. Near to him, even Dean halted
his forward movement, staring in disbelief.
“You
see, Sam has always held the power to be my downfall.
He’s special alright, I’ve always known
that. Why do you think I’ve tried every way possible
to gain control of his powers, gain control of him?
Barring that, if I couldn’t have him, I had to
kill him. It was just that simple. It’s always
been in Sam’s blood to either join me or destroy
me.”
No,
it can’t have all been for nothing! The words
screamed out in Dean’s mind so loudly that he
nearly crumbled under the barrage. All their plans,
all for nothing? Sam is lost, we’re all lost…
Dean
sagged to his knees, the last reserves of energy expended,
his ability to draw on determination now gone in that
last disclosure from the yellow-eyed demon. Yet, something
tickled the back of his oxygen-starved brain.
Sam
has always held the power to be my downfall. It’s
always been in Sam’s blood to either join me or
destroy me.
The
Guardian and the Quatre Yeux, you’re stronger
together than apart. You have a special synergy together,
Dean. Trust Sam, trust your brother!
Had
Marie known something? Had she been trying to tell him
something that day? Even Samedi had let slip about the
brothers being somehow linked together beyond their
obvious shared genetics.
Dean’s
head buzzed, his brain whirled as he tried to make sense
of something that he didn’t necessarily believe
in: Destiny.
Yet,
maybe that’s what it was all about. Sam’s
destiny, his destiny, inexorably intertwined. A family
cursed joined with a family bound to a sacred guardianship,
and what would be the chances or outcome of that?
It’s
always been in Sam’s blood… Sam’s
blood, the amulet, two brothers', synergy, stronger
together… DESTINY!
In
that moment, time seemed to stand still, noise seemed
to quiet and everything seemed suddenly clearer to Dean’s
previously addled mind. He looked over to his brother,
still caught in the grip of the demon, seeking out Sam’s
eyes, needing that direct contact just one last time.
Hazel
met blue-green, elder meeting younger, “Do you
trust me?” being silently answered by “Always!”
Dean
shifted his glance back to meet Haris’ face again.
This had to work and even if it didn’t, Dean rested
in the fact that at least his brother was going out
on his terms and not at the whim of some hellspawn.
Determination
and hardness set in his face, he lowered the gun slightly,
allowing the muzzle to drop so that it pointed at where
Haris’ chest would be rather than between the
repulsive yellow eyes. Seeing the weapon drop and mistaking
it for surrender, the demon laughed, but it was short
lived as Dean’s eyes glinted.
“You
lose!” he sneered, pulling the trigger.
The
amulet bullet careened from the barrel, plunging through
Sam on its path toward the demon. Covered in blood from
the youngest Winchester it burrowed deep within Haris’
chest, rocking the demon backwards, his grip on Sam
loosening even as the expression on his face belied
the shock of what was happening.
“NO!”
the demon moaned. “You didn’t, you wouldn’t
hurt your brother… never… inconceivable…”
Letting
go of Sam completely, Haris staggered then dropped to
his knees as his body jerked in a violent display of
pyrotechnics. The air was filled with the smell of sulfur,
burning flesh, and electricity as the demon erupted
in flames, illuminating the growing darkness then just
as quickly extinguishing and collapsing in a charred
husk to the dirt.
Wounded
by the bullet, Sam crumpled to the earth, his uninjured
hand grasping his side in an effort to staunch the flow
of blood. Gasping against the pain, Sam looked for his
brother, but the effort was too great and his head dropped
as he succumbed to this last insult to his body.
Just
beyond him, Dean rose up on one knee. Blinded by the
leftover smoke from Haris’ burnt remains, he struggled
to see Sam, needing to find his brother just one final
time, knowing that he didn’t have more than a
few breaths left in his failing body. He rubbed at eyes
that simply would not focus, gaining vision that was
far dimmer than the growing darkness should have accounted
for.
Then
he spotted his brother. Sammy! Lying in a heap, surround
by a growing pool of blood, Sam didn’t respond.
Dean didn’t even bother to try to get to his feet,
he simply put his hands down and began to crawl across
the Wyoming soil towards his fallen sibling.
“Sammy!”
Pleasepleasepleasebealivebealivebealive!
“Sammy…
please… wake up bro… look at me…”
he pleaded breathlessly.
Nearly
within three feet of Sam, Dean stretched out his hand,
straining to touch his brother’s arm, needing
that contact, needing to know that his brother would
live before he took his own final breath.
“Saammmy…”
Dean wheezed, his body dropping to the ground, his outstretched
arm faltering, then falling too as he yielded to the
weakening beat of his heart.
The
peaceful stillness that settled over the clearing was
in stark contrast to the battle that had taken place
there. The repulsive odor of human cadavers, the stench
of burnt demonic flesh only reinforced that there was
nothing left alive, nothing moving under the imposing
monument of the Devil’s Tower.
Except…
something did move.
John
Winchester groaned and then rolled to his side. He wiped
at the rivulet of blood that had found its way into
his eye, before looking around him. He took in his surroundings
in a quick glance, rapidly spotting the blackened remains
of the demon before seeing his sons.
Springing
to his feet, ignoring the pain and dizziness that resulted
from the abuse his body had suffered, John scrambled
over to his all-too-still children. Dropping to his
knees in between them, he reached out a hand to touch
both simultaneously, eagerly seeking a pulse beneath
his fingers.
Neither
moved, neither responded, neither seemed to be alive.
John
felt his chest constrict. It can’t be! It
can’t have come to this!
Even
the charred remains of Haris did nothing to diminish
the agony that was threatening to steal away his breath.
He hadn’t felt so utterly lost in nearly twenty
five years, hadn’t experienced such a deep-seated
pain since losing Mary. This was the day he had feared,
the day he had prayed would never come, the day he had
fought to avoid at all costs.
Hands
still clinging to his sons, John was barely cognizant
of the newcomer that had appeared in the clearing. It
wasn’t until the strong smell of sulfur assaulted
his nostrils that he was broken from his silent grief,
the overwhelming blast of heat instantly baking exposed
skin and drawing his attention.
Standing
at the top of a small knoll, a tall, heavily-built man
stood taking in the scene below him. He shook his head
almost sadly, as though the carnage below him had been
some sort of military miscalculation, a general taking
in the catastrophic loss of his troops.
“Who
the hell are you?” John asked, angry at the intrusion.
Leave me alone in my grief. Just let me take care
of my boys in peace!
Luciano
Ferinacci smiled down at the bearded man standing before
him. He’d heard about the Winchester patriarch
and in light of the havoc the man’s sons had created,
he was curious.
“Hmmm,
I’m surprised. I had heard you were a pretty top-notch
hunter. All the years you spent chasing Haris, destroying
demons, and you don’t know who I am? Did you really
think that Haris was the worst thing in your life, your
biggest problem? Don’t you know that even in Hell,
we have our foot soldiers, our subordinates? Haris was
nothing compared to me, a pathetic wannabe always scuttling
around in my shadow.”
John
watched as the man’s blue eyes suddenly flashed
over to vibrant, hellfire red.
“Lucifer!”
he acknowledged, as Hell’s prince laughed smugly.
“You
know, your sons were a royal pain in my ass,”
Ferinacci/Lucifer admitted ruefully, looking down at
the still forms of the young men at John’s feet.
“But, I gotta respect them. Tenacious little bastards,
right to the end. That little stunt they pulled in New
Jersey, I would have killed them if it wasn’t
for the fact that I needed them. I guess it was good
I kept them around, huh? But take pride in the fact
that you raised them right, John, trained them real
well.”
John
grunted. Compliments from a demon stung just the same
when he was staring down at a perceived colossal failure.
“I
failed them. I raised them only to lose them. All I
ever wanted to do was protect them, to save them…”
he replied, his voice trailing off as he verbalized
his grief to the demon.
Lucifer
laughed, his voice booming across the open field, bouncing
off the rock of the daunting tower that seemed to be
carved by his very hand for some evil purpose. Eyes
glowing like flares on a pitch black night, he leered
down at the hunter, reveling in the anguish, absorbing
it like it was ambrosia.
“Oh
John, they were never yours to protect or save. They
were never yours at all…”
Hold
on … hold on!
The End....
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